September 2011
I just don’t want to do any of this right now. I’m tired and sad.
I want to go back to sleep and I don’t want to have to do two parties at work.
I just want to find a house.
Very sad today.
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Thoughts: Good god, I can be a hot drunk mess.
I never in my life have had such an amazing person be there 100 percent for me. I’m lucky.
Evan is coming home!!!!!!!! I need my best buddy right now.
I’m feeling really ignored by other friends. Wish I knew why.
Nick thinks I’m cute. Awk.
I miss my cousins.
I don’t know if what I’m feeling is relief or something...
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Last night: The Shanty. Lemon Drops and Jerry and cokes. My handsome man. Getting too drunk too fast. The bartender has a crush on me and bought me a shot. Nick peeing in the boy’s room with the door open. Throwing up the extra shot. Drizzle outside and cold wind. A fight and thrown drinks. Walking in the rain to John’s. Ali and I wanting to do Molly. John saying he would give me a...
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Manic: It’s like I go into a private theatre behind my eyes. It’s chilly and I have to put on sweaters and try not to trip over the stairs as I go to my seat. The doors are locked and I’m not allowed to leave until the show is over. I have to eat stale gummy bears and it’s uncomfortable. I have to watch all the stupid things that are said and done with no logic or rational...
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“You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains. You say...”
– William Skakespeare (via blua)
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